Understand me, will ya?

Outside, I'm smiling but Inside, I'm crying

well, it is so hard to make other person to understand me.

I am a kind of person that find trusting other people is the hardest thing to do. yes, that's true. I am not really good with sharing my 'things' with other people even though I knew that I'll always have my friends to share 'things' with. I am not doin' this purposely without any reasonable reasons. I'm doin' this because I doesn't want to be fool for the second time. so, please understand the situation that I'm in. Once you know how it felt to be fool, then you'll never ever forget to take any precautions in the future.