Haura Hadid

Assalamualaikum and greetings, earthling :) لَا يُكَلِّفُ ٱللَّهُ نَفۡسًا إِلَّا وُسۡعَهَا Allah tidak membebani seseorang melainkan sesuai dengan kesanggupannya. (Surah Al-Baqarah, 2:286)

Assalamualaikum and greetings, earthling :) My whole life since I was small, pre-school age kind of small, Ive started comparing myself with others. Having people making fun of you, getting bullied, plus with the adults guilt-tripping and spouting nonsense doesnt help me in anyway possible. It make things worse. At some point, I just felt life was so meaningless. Me, striving to perfection for the sake of pleasing others, only to be paid by getting pick up upon every tiny bit of mistakes here and there. It's frustrating and disappointing. Most importantly it is exhausting. That kind of life IS exhausting. The more I look at others, the more I envy. The more I wish I was in their shoes. The more I hate my life, myself. The more I felt that life is unfair. That the God, Himself is unfair. Astaghfirullahala'zim. Naudzubillahiminzalik . It was so hard to pull myself through the endless taunting and self-hatred. Having those around you who kept on comparing you wit...