Haura Hadid

Assalamualaikum and greetings, earthling :) Whoever knows me like really knows me well will realise the changes in my personality. From a very outspoken girl to a very timid person. Whenever I look back, I feel so sad. My heart ache at how much I've changed. A simple word that came out from someone's mouth with the intention of being "funny" and to "tease" someone can really change one's life. Even though all this time I kept on reassuring myself that whatever they said are simply a joke and doesn't mean anything, at some point of my life without even realising it, I give in and even believed their words. That's why they said that words are prayers( kata-kata itu satu doa ). Psychologically, I am forced to accept and believed things that are continuously said to me. Its like some kind of mantra/ spell. ***** I am still recovering. Collecting pieces of my self that has been smashed by those people. Self-esteem. Confidence. Courage....

I know you've got the best intentions Just trying to find the right words to say Promise I've already learned my lesson But right now, I wanna be not okay I'm so tired, sitting here waiting If I hear one more "Just be patient" It's always gonna stay the same So let me just give up So let me just let go If this isn't good for me Well, I don't wanna know Let me just stop trying Let me just stop fighting I don't want your good advice Or reasons why I'm alright You don't know what it's like You don't know what it's like Can't stop these feet from sinking And it's starting to show on me You're staring while I'm blinking But just don't tell me what you see I'm so over all this bad luck Hearing one more "Keep your head up" Is it ever gonna change? So let me just give up So let me just let go If this isn't good for me Well, I don't wanna know Let me just stop trying Let me just stop fight...

Assalamualaikum and greetings, earthling :) Seperti yang telah dijanjikan, entri ke negara oppa >o< First and foremost, I apologized for the super horrible delay. Sampai setahun. haha lol. Sorry again. Dah start tulis sikit sikit tapi tak penah siap. Asik save as draft je. lols. Busy sangat iolls. Sneak Peek Sebenarnya at first place takdelah memang merancang nk pegi Korea pun. This all happened out of the blue. Idea ke korea tercetus secara spontan bila tgh berbual bual and I just randomly said "Hmm, kalau dapat g korea pun best jugak ni". Suddenly, my friends who overheard me got all excited and be like "Jom ah pegi korea". And boom we suddenly recruited another two person to join the trip. As easy as that! Haha. Mula mula nawaitu gadis berempat ni nak pergi korea as backpackers. Jalan sendiri, baca map, naik public transport. Kira semua sendiri lah. Acah independent gitu. Tapi bila discuss balik dan memikirkan yg none of us know to at least sp...

Assalamualaikum and greetings, earthling :)

Assalamualaikum and greetings, earthling :)

Assalamualaikum and greetings, earthling :) There are a lot more of me that you dont know 🙈 Lots of Love, AE

Assalamualaikum and greetings, earthling :) Setelah lama menghilangkan diri, in shaa allah hari ni ade sedikit perkongsian untuk diberi. Tapi jangan panik sebab perkongsian harini lain sikit. It will not be written here but it is written somewhere else (my Facebook). Sebab tu la tajuk entri: Dari MukaBuku. Huhu. Kadang2 idea nak menulis tu dtg tiba2. Jadi cara yang paling mudah ialah dengan menulis di FB :) Semoga bermanfaat, in shaa allah. Lots of Love, AE