Pintu Hati ^^

Assalamualaikum w.b.t.

Since right now is holiday so I can be as lazy as I want. muahahahha. No lahh. cuti tu, cuti jugak. But hw yg menambun tu sapa mau buat meh. First of all, u guys mesti hairankan tgok tajuk hari ni. Pintu Hati? why? Am I in love? ~

Huhu jeng jeng jeng. betul la tu. I am in LOVE! but I'm in love with ALLAH. alhamdulillah, at last allah has open up my 'pintu hati' to change. well, it is not a big big change but it is more to a change from my inner-self.  Well, it is okay I think like orang melayu always said, 'sikit-sikit lama-lama jadi bukit'. All of you must be wondering why did I take this kind of decision just out of the blue. Act, before this I had watched a drama or  some kind of cerita at Astro with my oppa brother. And then I saw this one actress whom I know has already wear jilbab but then she's not wearing it in the drama. I was a little bit confused on what I've saw so I asked my brother about this.

me: bie, bkn dia pakai tudung ke?
bro: ha'ah.
me: then, kenapa dia ta pakai tudung?
bro: biasalah artis. kejap pakai. kejap bukak.
me: oh yeke. tapi ntah2 dia baru nak berubah kot. yang dulu tu dia baru nak testing ke. mana kita tau?
bro: mmgla but ni kan hukum Allah. dulu ke sekarang ke tetap sama. dia tau ke bila dia nak mati. katalah esok mati, sempat nak taubat? lagipun, kan wajib tutup aurat. tutup rambut untuk orang perempuan. Ikin ingat tau, kalau ikin tak pakai tudung, maksud bie tak tutup aurat, nanti bila akhirat bie pun kna tarik masuk neraka tau. bukan bie je, abah izzat adik sume family lelaki kita termasuk la suami ikin pun kena heret masuk neraka tau! Jangan main-main pasal benda hukum macam ni! sebab tula kena tutup aurat. tak kesian ke dengan kitorang?
me: tapi orang kata tak semestinya pki tudung tu baik.
bro: kalau orang kata orang pakai tudung tak semestinya baik. betul la tu tapi sekurang kurangnya yang pakai tudung dah ikut suruhan Allah untuk tutup aurat. daripada orang yang mengata tu. dahla tak pakai tudung, mengata orang pulak tu. tak ke berbakul bakul dosa yang dia dapat. ni nak ikut cakap orang ke cakap Allah?
me: heh heh heh *sengih*

So, that is why I'm trying to change myself to a better person. Furthermore, there is no such a waste becoming a better person. At least, ikin dah ikut perintah Allah. So, friends, family please lead me to 'jalan yang lurus' because I'm just an ordinary human who's not excluded from making mistakes. I'm imperfect only HE the perfect one. Tolong la ye. Kalau Ikin ade salah silap, tolong maafkan. Kalau Ikin salah, tolong betulkan. Maybe in the past, I'll easily pissed off whenever there's anyone trying to corrected me but I promise that this time I will be more open-minded. Accepting any comments or critics with an open-heart :)

That's all for now I guess. maybe next time if I can find the time, I'll be updating more. Bubye^^

Nobody is perfect but you can always improve yourself to cover up your imperfection :)